We live as we dream, alone.

Funny. I just scripted an almost perfect conversation in my head that we could have in the recent past… but it’s too fuckin’ late now

It was like, the jackpot conversation. And guess what, I thought it up in like, a few minutes? On my bed? Straight after I woke up?

So why didn’t it happen earlier? I blame it on all the shit that happened in my life at that time.

I was at the lowest point in my life at that time. I couldn’t think properly as my mind’s struggling to get all my shit right. And I couldn’t afford something from you that would make me feel even worse. Coz I knew I would dwell on it and bad decisions will follow, regarding all my life’s important decisions. Also, I was afraid that I would say something wrong and make everything fuckin’ awkward.

Now that I got everything settled, and with a clearer mind, I totally regretted. It could’ve changed everything.